e fortAY from the bAY, ay BAY BAYY ..

i promise mama, imma do it cuz i know i put you through it

i just want you to sit around with your friends at the dinner table and say

"my baby's famous and i kneeeeeeeew it"

[ cntdwn : 15 days ]

so i made a little progress with my christmas shopping. skipped school so i can get the rest of this shit doooone . shit's been stressing me the fuuck out. so i got gabby's, debbie's, and lisa's. if all goes well i should get mom's, aunt m's, amber's, uncle L, uncle A, and grandma's today. hooly faack thats alot. then another day i gotta get steph's, and aunt b's. then i think i got them all. plannin on getting my tatty in january hopefully. been doin a lil research and apparently the rib/side is the most painful spot possible. lmao daang, i gotta champ this one out, artists dont even recommend it as your first tattyy either. should i get it in chicago or here is my question ? lol and im already thinking bout my 2nd tattoo which i think is going to be inside my bottom lip. either im going to get eyob put in there, or something family oriented and/or gebremichael writen on the back of head/hairline above my neck. the one on my side is going to be a bible verse tattooed in black ink right underneath the bra straapppppp. brap braap. all i have to do is wait til dec.11 cuz thats when my mom is going to list me all her favorite bible verses and pick one out together.. fyi, dec.11 is when shes done her exams. i think i'll take her out to red lobster or olive garden or something. dunnooo yet. so yesterday was kinda intense. mom brought up again how she doesnt want to celebrate christmas this year. how she'd be fine just going to church and not going to the dinner with the family, and just chill at home. and if she did go to the dinner it'll only be to make me happy. which doesnt make me happy at all. but whateverrrrrrrr , we'll slap on a smile and fake it for the rest of the families sake. we didnt even put up the tree. gotta get on that shieet. but yeaa im forcin it. im not in mood for this. ttylatAhh .

p.s. found a psp yesterday, weirdest shit ever. now gotta buy charger and games for it. chika yeee .

p.s. URself .. bahah gabby's a fool .

hooolla ,

xO.r