remember that puppy i was getting november 1st? the cocker spaniel x yorkshire terrier male puppy ... i got his sister! i srsly just fell inlove with the girl, and its been smooth sailing since. she's amazing, and seems to get cuter n cuter every single day. like srsly, save some cuteness for the rest of the world! i named her oj, as in oreo junior (r.i.p baby). im so excited for my brother to come out n fall in love with her, (he says, nothing could come close to oreo), and while thats true .. oj comes pretty darn close! the month that i just spent away from her killed me. i missed her so much, significantly more than everyone else. anyways. 41 days until my brother comes home. wow hey. after like basically 5 years of him in and out of jail. hes here to stay. and honestly, it pisses me the fuck off when people are like, "well how long before he goes back in" .. um, how bout shutting the fuck up. yea? k thanks! annnnnndddd, guess what i did. showed up unannounced at elsa gebremichael (aka, my sisters) show at the lo pub. literally saw the event on facebook, grabbed yeti n debbie, a bottle, and showed up. i stood by the door, hyperventilating, because i was too nervous to go in, especially when i saw one of her bandmates! so, i took a walk for some fresh air, and waited till they were on stage to go in. when she was done, i lost all confidence n literally wanted to crawl out of there. in the moment, i regretted going, and just wanted to curl up in a ball and disappear. then when i thought, she was just going to walk by, she jolted to a stop turned and hugged me. talk about out of body experience, i was in shock. elsa, yeti, debbie, her bandmates and i, went out for a smoke when she asked to talk to me around the corner. ended up out there for like 2 hrs, and just spilt out all my feelings about her, our father, ben, and just the resentment i developed for the name 'gebremichael'. anyways we said goodbye, and i left with the mindset, if i never see or speak to her again, i'll be fine because for 2 hours, i had a sister and thats more than i'd ever thought i'd have. until MONDAY when i get a facebook msg with the header "HI SISTER!" loll ....... she basically said she had thought a lot about me since we talked, and she was coming through to winnipeg again soon and wanted to see me, blah blaah blah. :) how good is God! hahaha OMG so im writing this and listening to "Drake - I'm Ready For You" and just tuned in for a second and heard the line "mental pictures, no cameras please" lol i was taking mental pictures of thabeid in edmonton. loll funnnnnny. anyways k im out. lots of love <3.
rgebremichael .
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