constant

seems like im constantly looking for something thats not there

constantly wanting it, thinking its only fair

why cant i have what she has, or do what he's doing

seems like short straws, is what im constantly pulling

telling myself it can only get better,

is only setting me up for another heartbreak letter.

its time i cut myself from the high hopes i cling to

showing you the real me, and all that it brings you

you say i'm all you need, and that you wont let go

that love is what you feel, and with me is all you know

- rachel deborah gebremichael