1st & armistad

i found god, on the corner of 1st and armistad

where tha west was all but won

all alone, smoking my last cigarette

i said, where yu been.

he said he can ask me tha same

where were yu, when everything was falling apart

all my days were spent by the telephone, that never rang

and all i needed was a call, that never came

to the corner of 1st and armistad

lost and insecure, you found me. you found me.

lying on the floor, surrounded. surrounded.

whyd yu have to wait, where were you. where were you.

just a little late, you found me. you found me.

the early morning, the city breaks

and I've been calling for years and years and years

and you never left me no messages

you never sent me no letters

you got some kind of nerve

taking all I want

no regrets is how i wanna live my life. i keep reaching out and making the initial move to establish a relationship with my own flesh and blood, sister .. yet all i get is high hopes to only get let down in the end. i cant live my life knowing i have a sister and brother out there that i do not have a bond with, without trying my hardest to make one. in this matter, yu cant have no pride cuz i kno, years from now i will regret the fact i didnt try harder, and regret is not how i wanna live my life. ill let yu kno how it goes. lots of love.

holla

xO.r