your tha reason i dont change my number,
want yu to know its still tha same
boy i kno yu remember that summer - when we kicked it everyday .
dont know how it happend, it just happend
kinda like we faded awaay .
christmas was perfect, got everything i wanted. spent with family and my best friend. the holidays - happiest time of year. washin my hands of all tha bullshit and people who bring it ; even if that means 2 of the closest people to me. seems like it gets harder and harder to ignore the calls / text. i hate feeling vulnerable. to anyone and anything. seems like its happening more and more these days. i cant believe that you still havent emailed me back. you made me feel like you wanted to know about me, and that you might even have been showing remorse over the wasted time that passd. making me pour my heart out on an email, assuring me you wanted to kno. reluctant to push send, yet its been a month and no reply? first time shame on you, second : shame on me. wont let it happen again, my word. father hasnt called back either, and he also claimed he wanted to start fresh. but fuck it. your either in 100% or not at all. and clearly your not in it at all, seeing as you didnt even say merry christmas or happy new years. anyways, been offered a seat in an new networking business, dont know the details. got a meeting wid them at tha clarion hotel tonight @ 8. if its another way to stack it up ? im dizzoown . papaAh chaaser .
hoolla,
xO.r
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