we love you, michael

the memorial for michael jackson was today. the ceremony radiated the most genuine vibe ever while he was acknowledged by greats like nelson mandalay and the first african american president, barack obama. michael jackson, the greatest performer of all time was honoured by 20,000 people inside the staples centre in Los Angeles, Ca and millions all over the world. it was said that 1 billion people were tuned in to watch and pay respect to the king of pop. as mariah carey, usher, stevie wonder, lionel richie, jennifer hudson, and his brother, jermaine jackson took the stage to perform .. there was not one dry eye in the building. it was simply beautiful and ended with everyone on stage, including his family nd children, singing 'we are the world' co-compossed by michael jackson, himself. he was appreciated and acknowledged today for what people seemed to overlook while he was alive. his humanitarism was encouraging to everyone to take a look at the, 'man in the mirror and make a change'. the ceremony was closed by some heart touching words spoken by marlon jackson and ended with eleven year old paris katherine michael jackson. it was beautiful. but in the midst of all this sadness, we must not mourn his life .. but celebrate it for we had the oppurtunity to be amoungst a living legend. he really is gone to soon.

r.i.p michael joseph jackson
1958-2009
we love you.

im feeling good, as the world keeps crashin doown <3

I KNOW, I KNOW. i havent written in here for like ever. so here it is, A REAL ENTRY.
hmm, so lets catch up. mom went to tha states this weekend so i had tha house to myself !! friday went to check out hifi wid deb nd sonal, shit was so weak so we met up wid debs boy nd his friends at tavern and went back to drink nd chill at their house. didnt end up going gettin home til like 5ish eveeen tho SONAL was being bunk and left at like 1 or 2ish ? like wtf. ohh well, it was fun tho. then saturday chilled at home with a frieeend and watched a movie. he ended up unintentionally sleeping over but it was all gee. had fun. yesterday night i totally ended up standin grant up. felt so bad, probably go see a movie wid him tomorrow ? yeee , .. know whats fuckd ? how small this fuckin world is.. like grant meeting abdi and freddie, smokin a j wid em, and them exchangin numbers like all buddy buddy ! fuck winnipeg and its small party scene. oh well no beef wid freddie or abdi, just kinda drifted ? ahah yeee, thats what it was. chillin today cuz isaiah nd tikvah came over. in regards to this "sister" of mine getting my hopes up thinkin she wanted to get to fuckin know me asdfjkhsdkjfhdks, ya no reply. but like tha saying goes: fool me once, shame on you ; fool me twice, shame on me. no fuckin lie, im emotionally removin myself from anything that has to do with that girl. on a happier note; im excited to start schoool baaby baabeeh !! seriously seeing this as a new beginning. probably going to quit one of my jobs.. dont know which one its going to be cuz ive been fuckin up at claires and perkins people are pissin me off. aka DAVE YOU FUCKIN DIRTY, LOW LIFE, NASTY PEICE OF SHIT. ahah wooooooooo, that was nice. unless he gets transfered .. its lookin like perkins gotttaaa go !! its weird tho, one of tha reasons im so excited to start school is cuz i look around and i see almost everyone of my friends fuckin up their lifes which does nothing but fuel my ambition. watch from the sidelines, nd only the sidelines. mama taught me weelll ya digggg ?! dang im feeling good, like all this little pettyness around me doesnt even get to me no more. im jusss chillin, yennooo ? seems like even tho hes gone, im level headed and i see things from different perspectives.. like my own, for once. dont get it twisted cuz i miss the shit out of him, and i wish he was here.. but this is good for me. i love my best friends, i love my mom, and my brother just as much. oooh and dont forget my sizzzurd, on that CAPTAIN MORGAN tippp nawmeeeen ? LOTSOFLOVE.

hoolla,
xO.r

passing of a TRUE legend.

LONG LIVE THE KING.

ilu mj.
<3

fck 303 & 720.

COLORADO ?

wtfff is up with that place ?! it has my father and now d ?!?!?!?!!!

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fck the nuggets, fck my father, fck d, fck tha mountains, fck carmelo

& EVRYTHIN ELSE ASSOCIATED WITH CO.

its true what tha say, you dont know what yu have til its gone

<|3

ilikeyourshirt. (:

love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday

♥

you dont need no one else

my babygirl is havin a babygirl .. or boy . im so excited for this new page in her life. although it was not at the best time or with the best guy.. or even a decent guy.. uggh but its a blessing nonetheless. i cant wait to see gods gift to my best friend, gabrielle penniston ! my only wish was that she woulda gotten to know this guy, "Guy" LOL.. a lil bit better before takin this big step with him. but not everythin is planned, and i know she will be a perfect mother with or without Guy. IM AN AUNTYY Y`AAALL ! ahahah hoollla atchoo nigga, im excited. i pray that these dumb ass niggas will stop stressin out gab and my lil baby. i pray that God will be with gabby every step of the way cuz she cant do it without you. i also pray that this baby will not make gabby loose sight of her goals and aspirations. lots of love.



hoolla,

xO.r

i wont stop til tha buildin shakes

you can make the rain fall
not returnin your calls
you dont know, you dont know
i didnt want to go fast
now im fallin off track
your steady, so steady

i lock tha doors and close my blinds
i dont want no one to see me
i turn my stereo up high
so that no one can hear me

bangin on the walls
cuz i dont know what else to do
they dont fall down
bangin on the walls,
prentendin these walls are you
they dont fall down, they dont fall down