im feeling good, as the world keeps crashin doown <3

I KNOW, I KNOW. i havent written in here for like ever. so here it is, A REAL ENTRY.
hmm, so lets catch up. mom went to tha states this weekend so i had tha house to myself !! friday went to check out hifi wid deb nd sonal, shit was so weak so we met up wid debs boy nd his friends at tavern and went back to drink nd chill at their house. didnt end up going gettin home til like 5ish eveeen tho SONAL was being bunk and left at like 1 or 2ish ? like wtf. ohh well, it was fun tho. then saturday chilled at home with a frieeend and watched a movie. he ended up unintentionally sleeping over but it was all gee. had fun. yesterday night i totally ended up standin grant up. felt so bad, probably go see a movie wid him tomorrow ? yeee , .. know whats fuckd ? how small this fuckin world is.. like grant meeting abdi and freddie, smokin a j wid em, and them exchangin numbers like all buddy buddy ! fuck winnipeg and its small party scene. oh well no beef wid freddie or abdi, just kinda drifted ? ahah yeee, thats what it was. chillin today cuz isaiah nd tikvah came over. in regards to this "sister" of mine getting my hopes up thinkin she wanted to get to fuckin know me asdfjkhsdkjfhdks, ya no reply. but like tha saying goes: fool me once, shame on you ; fool me twice, shame on me. no fuckin lie, im emotionally removin myself from anything that has to do with that girl. on a happier note; im excited to start schoool baaby baabeeh !! seriously seeing this as a new beginning. probably going to quit one of my jobs.. dont know which one its going to be cuz ive been fuckin up at claires and perkins people are pissin me off. aka DAVE YOU FUCKIN DIRTY, LOW LIFE, NASTY PEICE OF SHIT. ahah wooooooooo, that was nice. unless he gets transfered .. its lookin like perkins gotttaaa go !! its weird tho, one of tha reasons im so excited to start school is cuz i look around and i see almost everyone of my friends fuckin up their lifes which does nothing but fuel my ambition. watch from the sidelines, nd only the sidelines. mama taught me weelll ya digggg ?! dang im feeling good, like all this little pettyness around me doesnt even get to me no more. im jusss chillin, yennooo ? seems like even tho hes gone, im level headed and i see things from different perspectives.. like my own, for once. dont get it twisted cuz i miss the shit out of him, and i wish he was here.. but this is good for me. i love my best friends, i love my mom, and my brother just as much. oooh and dont forget my sizzzurd, on that CAPTAIN MORGAN tippp nawmeeeen ? LOTSOFLOVE.

hoolla,
xO.r