first step .

so im told , that bloggin is next to therapy .. ?
if so .. i shoulda opend this account waaaay back when aha .
so i guess this is where i talk about my day and then get all emo about my problems ? :S
sounds good to me ..

part o1 // school
uhh so basically , its 10:07 am and i skipped school yet again to do shit all
fuuuuck school .. im doin good .. actually REALLY good in math and family studies but english .. im so behind on my work its actually redic and lord knows i have to get into uofm in january..

part o2 // work
woork is actually goin soo well for once in my life. i suurprisingly LOVE my job. btw; i work at claires which is like the dreeaam job for an 18 year old girl like mee. theres only like 4 other people i work wid makin it a crew of 5 .. and errones so cool .. i think this is a long teerm job for me , lord knows i never had one of those before . REEEWIND back to walmart - 3 hella long weeks , superstore - 2 weeks , archway - 3 months [ my longest , quite proud of that one ] , subway - a month and a half . and my most recent north american midway entertainment - almost 3 months but you gotta be handicapped to get fired from there .

part o3 // top 6
family, associates, & party people
i dont have friends, lets make that clear. i have family, associates, and my paaatay people.
i only have 6 non-related family members which are also known as my top 6.

those include (alphabetical) :

amber d. ramsay,

deborah a. yeboah,

gabrielle l. penniston,

kiomi victor,

lisa a. hall,

stephanie lm. reutlinger .

people i work with : associates, people i party with : party people .. as far as im concerned it takes a lot of tears, fights, and sweat to become a top 6er. I can say with all those girls ive had a fight with, ive cried to, ive told something so personal too, and we've gotten shitfaced together. those are tha only people aside from my family that if something hurts them, it physically hurts me too. anyone else, im sorry .. id feel sorry for you but i aint gon trip and ill sleep good that night. some of those ladies have been a family member for a while, and some have been recently added. although sometimes it doesnt seem like it, id give any those girls tha last puff on my puffer anydayy . bahaha. thoose are my girls right there !! i strongly believe that guys and girls cant have a platonic, pure friendship and ive recently learned that although blood dont mean shit these days. ive witnessed and experienced family members stab eachother in tha back over girls, money, or for tha fuck of it.

top 6 nd family members:
* in this journal there are going to be things that are very personal to me and if i somehow one day, give you tha url to read this, im givin yu a fair warning that there is going to be name dropping and opening old wounds and what not. im not censoring myself and im going to tell it like it is. thats the beauty in having a blog. if i say something to offend or startle any of my top 6 and it feels like im calling you out. im telling you now, i am not. you guys are already my top 6 !! its a one way street to it and theres no roads out so its not like my top 6 is going to be top 5 one day and top 7 tha next. you guys are here to stay. and also dont feel like if you guys tell me something confidential, im going to put it up LMAO .. im not that dumbb ahaha . love you all , from tha bottom of my heart and hopefully this blog stays consistent and gets good feedback .

p.s. FUUUUCKK GRAMMAR ND PUCTUATION .. i aint gon worry bout that shit aha

hoooollla
xO.r

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