ello govnaa

its march 1st. justin bieber's birthday. and i haven't wrote in here in a long timeeeee. the biggest thing going on right nowwww is that in 8 weeks, im going to be international!!!! finally... gahd. i have neverrrrrr left north america, and here i am now, hitting up europe and africa! so, i leave on may.5th to toronto, then frankfurt. i go from frankfurt, germany to rotterdam, amsterdam, and brussels with mama jera's daughter rahel for one week. im so excited its not even normal lol. then from rotterdam, i go back to frankfurt and board a plane to bahrain!!!!!! aka, the country making headlines all over the world lol. i stay there for only 5 hrs before heading off to meet the rest of the family in addis ababa for 6 weeks, making the total time away from home, 7 weeks. isn't that such an epic trip!! i come back june 23rd just in time for another 2 months of summer. to tell you the truth, i don't even think im going to miss anyone except for yetti and rahella. last year when i left for 2 months i was with the people that i would miss, so no swasss off my ass. hm, maybe jeff, tiff, deb, kiomi, and gab. but thats it. on better news, lisa gave birth to a beautiful baby girl named mikaela ann-marie !! anyways on a diff note, i february was the month of realization. no brrruk bitches, fake bitches, shady bitches, 2 faced bitches round me noooo mo'. lol and don't worry mr.blog i wont keep you guessing. im talking about joyce, lane, and the rest of the gang. loll that rhymed. but on a more proper note. march is the month of diet and exercise. april 1st ill weigh in, and this shit better pay off. lovelovelove.

holla,

xo.r

om nom nommmm, its like i cant stop eating! the more i think about loosing weight the more i eat! ahaha wowwwwww, hectic wknd tho. rahel's boyfriend, aaron came through so obviously we got liquored all wknd n attempted to have a good time. thursday, mystique. friday, dylans. saturday, beach & republic. i also started winnserv yesterday, its so legit.. we watched a bit of happy feet, had a dance off to elvis, coloured, etc. the only thing i have to get accustomed to is the assistance with the bathroom. :/. im even going to ask if i can go to an independent living home, so i don't have to do anything involving.... that.

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ayyyyoooOOOO (r.kelly voice) wsp, it is now sept.13 2010, and i haven't told u shit about shit. hmhmhm, so last wknd, my famjam and i went to the states, did some shopping yadda yadda, albertville yaddaaa yadda, n i started school, yaddaa yaaadda, anyways so im currently registered, for academic writing, economics, and religion. i think im going to focus on those 3 classes and work on getting my gpa up. also, the countdown is 3 days till yob comes home :):):):):)! im so excited, these 3 days are going to feel like years. only thing that worries me is that he hasnt called all week, which is unlike him so i pray to God nothing happened. my mom thinks he is coming out on the 17th, so were going to surprise her a day earlier. only person i told, and that is coming with is aunt biya, i just hope by her coming with me to the airport it doesn't mean tsion, amen, bekalu, gerum, and alish come with aswell. whaaaaat else, do i need to tell u......... hm. OH! yetnayet and rahel left last week to the pas. its actually shocking how lonely i feel without them here, but then again, maybe this is a good thing so i can focus even more on my school, as my distractions will be limited. anyways, lots of love,

rgebremichael.

stand back - tc ft. brandy

been staring at the wall

couldn't stop i started drawing

a million pictures of hearts, till i ran out of room

and ill pay for the damage, re-paint it myself

it'll just take a second, to look hard at my mess

cuz its more than it seems, baby

came from somewhere deep in my heart

its bigger than that, you'll see it too

if you stand back

sometimes to see it, you gotta stand back

you'll see much better.

grooms n shrooms.

so much for that 'healthier me' post. lol i haven't been following it, even the slightest. in fact, i've been indulging! w.e , wait no .. not w.e! im going to the beach on saturday! wahhhhh :( , no eating till then! anyways, i went to my first folklorama, and it sucked. good thing i got in for free!! oh n yesterday, rahel's bf, aaron came into town so you know this wknd is gunna be busszzzay. thursday - saturday, binge drinking. sounds good to me. on a bad note, amber had a miscarriage, she's in so much pain, it physically pains me. she would have been a great mother, and when the time comes she will be. lisa on the other hand, has some major issues going on in her personal life, according to her sister, who is genuinely concerned for her. apparently, her sister thinks she purposely became pregnant to possibly keep justin. her and justin are not together, nor is he being supportive about her keeping the baby. i just pray that this does not affect her school. wow, when i look at other people's lives, i am so thankful to God for everything he has done for me. anyways, we're all pre-gaming at my crib saturday after the beach, and so im making jello shots! never done it before, but saw some youtube videos, so how hard could it be? black martha stewart nigggga. hahahaaa, anyways its 12:30 and i kinda just woke up, which is pretty early considering i went to bed at like 4 am. i stayed up talking to devon on skype and thabeid on bf for like 3 hours. OMG, AND, i got that winnserv job today! God is srsly way to good to me! it sounds like an amazing job, especially students. too bad me and my mom haven't been talking for a week, so my loan is co-sign-less in regards to my car. but again, God is good, and he will bless me with a vehicle, the right vehicle, when the time is right. lots of love <3

rgebremichael.

a new, healthier, me (:

few things i need do, to get myself on the path to a brand new me ! (imafag)

- cut red meat out of my diet
- do not eat after 8
- one meal consists of a salad
- incorporate fruit into my diet, daily
- run at least 3x a week
- drink only water and milk (got milk?)
- NO SECONDS (wehhh)

to be continued ..

much love,
fat rachel

fertile friends.

r.i.p

to the girl i used to be ,

her days are over, baby shes over

i decided to give you all of me

baby come closer, im ready for you

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silver 06 acura rsx type s, be mine please ? preeeetty please ! leather interior, sunroof, 2 door, 4 seating perfection. and only 29,000 kilometres! done deals. its fate! come to mama!! k, anyways. so because i need this car, i've been out only a few times since i' ve come home which, mind you, has only been a week ago? BUT STILLL, i usually go out every night. progress. and the fact that mother dearest and i, are not speaking as of right now, and i really need her to co-sign my loan, aka im trying to get good with her by being home! its kinda working............ (: tomorrow, however, i am double booked. dinner with amber n lisa, then chilling with the bestfriend ! OMG, I DID NOT TELL YOU, DID I! LISA ANN HALL AND AMBER DEANNE RAMSAY, BOTH APART OF MY TOP 6, ARE PREGOOOOOO . justin's the father of lisa

s baby, (like they needed anything to keep them together) and danny is amber's baby daddy.he's new, haven't met him yet since i was away for a month, but he seems like such a nice guy from what i've heard... keyword: heard. anyways, cant wait till i get my car, and start school. i will literally fall off the face of the earth and not go out until spring break/birthdays. lots of luuuurve. <3

rgebremichael.

thirtynine

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'til i get my brother back (: