blossoming daggers.

why must i always let myself go .. why must i always let his gene blossom in the heat of an argument. im sick of always fighting and having to make up in the morning. whats wrong with me ? this temper is not normal and at this point, completely uncontrollable. its like little things make me snap or provoke me to say something i know is going to trigger a fight yet i do it over and over again. please God help me conquer this so that it wont drive daggers into all my meaningful relationships. much love

♥

a.keys & lore'l

from afar, seems i had it all

but it doesnt mean anything

since your gone ..

i know i pushed you away

what can i do to save our love

take these material things,

they dont mean nothing

ts you that i want
♥

my life would be easy ..

if we could party all the time n sleep all day

nd throw all of my problems away

my life would be easy

i would drink and go out, out with my crew

party all the time, yeaahp thats what id do

mack models, pop bottles, live like, like a shiek

party monday through sunday,, everyday of the week

i dont give a fuck, imma bout to get loose

imma take, take, take shots, get drunk off that goooose

imma live my fucking life, imma party all night

all day any time, i dont care if it's right

ring ring ring, hello hello hello

my phone go ring a ling ling ding a ling a ling, ling

hooney, i got something for you baby

cause if im calling at 2 in the morning

it only means one thing baaaby .

so put it all over me, all over me

tell me where you wanna go, tell me how you wanna feel

baby, we could do it fast, baby, we can do it slow

tell me where you wanna go, tell me where you wanna be

cause if im calling at 2 in the morning,

it only means one thing baaaaaabyy.

bootycall.

youOFdubb.

Rachel Gebremichael is officially a student at the University of Winnipeg.

WOOOW , that feels good to say . its like i finally got my life started .. im on my way to the top baaby n i cant be stopped. so i woke up today early took my time gettin ready yet i was still dead on time , which means .. seat-wise LATE . i had to sit on a fucking stool ! ANYWAYS im dropping that class possibly. just going to check out my business n statistics class n then make my decision .. my psych class tho , on tha other hand was chill , such a hot guy in it but thats not tha reason i like it , lol im not going to lie .. one of the reasons is that i have a fucking seat lol .. anyways i saw freddie n them after class walking to my car n hes like "hey, u go here" n im like "yea man u" n hes like "naaaw" ahahahaha wtf u doin on campus then u crackhead !! lol oh n guess who he was wid, CHRIS .. yea that chris .. looking like a DAMN FOOOL at that. ahahah oh lord i have not seen that kid since the draaama . lolololol fools. anyways im determined to get to class 30 minutes early so i can look for it n get a fucking seat. ahah fucking seaaatzzz ! then on top of that i waited in a musical-chair line up for almost like an hour n a half to get my student id n I LOOK LIKE A FOOL .. but then i guess everyone does.. at least my hairs flat ahahah . oh lord but yeaa yet to see hotties except the psych one . ill keep my eyes open thats forsure. much love ♥

xO.r

lie to me, baby ♥

dear lie

you suck

you said you could fix anything

instead im fucked

you made things even worse for me

if i had balls id tell you get away from me

guess im not smart

i let you unnerve me

i let you control me

afraid the truth would hurt me

when its you that hurts me more

♥ tlc -

ben gebremichael

i need to find you but i dont know where to start and even what to say. maybe just that i love you, and even tho i havent seen or heard from you in over 10 years, i miss you. most of all i just want to tell you, that without you; my life would be drastically different, for the worst. you saved my life and theres no way i can repay you.

lets go back.

you break my heart; i break your heart
you pull my love; ill rip yours apart
you say something real mean to me; ill tounge out your whole family
its crazy how trust is so much, that i end up hating your guts
everyday your love was so good, but every minute that passes gets worse
tell me what am i suppossed to do

ive built my whole world around you.